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FINAL RULINGAndeTL wrote: Really, must we have so many fake accounts over there. Druge? 
So it's come to this, has it? Going to throw me under the bus to keep Fire Watch happy? Character assassination, whatever it takes?
And you were unhappy there was lack of trust after I received an email about a lot more doubled up accounts than I can fathom, between Hannity and USMB and more boards and key players and gossiping invisible forums and conference call phone numbers there...hard to believe the phone number of the Hannity elite but I do because it was offered to me way back when. And from what I've heard I'm so glad I didn't take it.
I remember when I first broke with Hannity I felt so strongly not to invite anyone over here. And you showed up, and we remained friends even though there were so many things that didn't add up. Internet life is so strange, isn't it?
And Jacks. That was another account that never added up. And the way she disappeared and I heard she disappeared from her facebook and other places. That was so completely odd, she came from nowhere and she disappeared the same way. But she had a voice, nointed talked to her, who was that really?
And Gunny, I'm guessing because (doh) I don't believe everything people tell me, in fact very little, but I'm guessing that site started out as an anger management overflow for Hannity, ...something mal said once on accident, I'm guessing that's why people show up and do nothing but chew each other out.
And that's probably the most concerning of all, because if those personalities at USMB are the true nature of many people I know under a different name at Hannity, then there's truly a reason I felt so strongly not to invite many that I thought I knew, here.
So ya know, it's really funny that you would tell me fake accounts are not the way to go. I think I have been manipulated by an ocean of fake accounts. I have wondered that for a long time but I always tried to believe people. Until the evidence got so huge that I can't ignore it any more.
I thought they were talking about Publius, I hardly knew him. And people have trusted me to guide them in such issues, but I was so bad at discerning people, I always have been. I have purposely tried to accept people on face value because one could go nuts trying to figure out all the little games people play, and I'd rather just take a risk and give people the benefit of the doubt than live in a paranoid world.
I think that's been happening at Hannity. I think they imagine I am anyone that speaks of Christ with real belief, and that's probably the saddest part of all, that Christians that go there are under suspicion just because they believe like I do. It's obvious they didn't think that about HardHammer though, but I've gotten emails over time of people asking me if I'm [insert names I've never heard of].
I was not jacks, and I'm pretty confident everyone knows that though I could be wrong. I had a few names to plead my case at TTTM...dumblondedonkey, lol, I even forgot the password to one before I ever got to use it, "rockalley" I think it was. That one was thrown in my face when the Jacks thing happened. Oh yeah, big retread there, account with zero posts.
After months I had a retread name that I used to look up old information that I had spent hours researching. And you seemed so shocked and upset when you saw I could find information fairly quickly from here. It wasn't long after I told you I did that it was banned. I always wondered about that. Little things like that. Like how Hannity members listened to you when you confirmed in the chatroom that my IP wasn't the same as Jacks as we posted simultaneously.
And then you questioned me about being Jacks not that long ago. That didn't add up either because you of all people knew without a doubt, with access to mod controls and with all your internet knowledge, that I wasn't jacks. That was another clue. One of so many.
It wasn't until recently that I actually posted at Hannity, funny how many people have been encouraging me to do so, under a different name. Personally I think Hannity ratings have dropped so low that some have wanted me back. Tons of assurances that everybody does it, that Hannity mods know people do that and look the other way as long as they behave. But you know that has never been something I'm into, and I don't have the time anyway. I have wasted far too much time in forums full of people with so many accounts I don't know how they keep them straight. I had sock puppets of BLATANT SOCK PUPPET and Eggbert that I thought were so obvious because they were actual puppets...when I changed Eggbert to Roger Ebert I should have made it clear, so yeah, I've had more than one account. And yes, I've posted at Hannity in the last month or two, for a total of maybe 20 posts? But it was so...awful feeling.
Somehow I'm certain you'll do okay though, Ande. You've taken steps to assure everyone of your loyalty. I think somehow HardHammer was something that backfired, wasn't it? It would be hard to believe a man that posted Scripture like that is yet another plant, but, I don't believe anyone any more. Except nointed. And Bruce. And Bobbers and a handful of others that I knew long before Hannity.
But then, that's why I've always felt the need not to invite or try to recruit Hannity-ites to here. I suppose I should be grateful I haven't been accused of that either.
So it's been fun, "Ande", but I think the game is up now. I bet you all laughed at how long it took me to figure it out. The thing is, I always wondered, but I also knew that God knew the truth about EVERYTHING, even my own bad behavior at times, which has been increasing of late and needs to stop.
So I'll take down the "Court Forum" completely, how can there be any kind of justice in a world as crazy as the internet.
Take care.
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